I DUN WANNA STUDY...

CAN I GIV UP????

IMMA REALLY STRESS....

I DUN WANNA STUDY ANYMORE.....

ARGH.....

BUT DEN IM SCARED....

IM SCARED TAT IF I DUN STUDY....

I MIGHT X PASS MY EXAM...

IS D FINAL.....

IS X A JOKE.....

TIS EXAM IS IMPORTANT....

SILLY AMANDA.....

NOOB AMANDA.....

USELESS AMANDA.....

ISH..ISH..ISH...

STUPID KS...

STUPID PJ...

STUPID PC2.....

I HATE YOU.....

I REALLY DUN HAV D MOOD AT ALL....

NOT EVEN A LIT BIT OF THEM....

NOT IN D RIGHT TIME,RIGHT PLACE,RIGHT...

WATEVER.....

ARGH....

I JUST WANNA CRY.......

='(...

HOW I WISH UR HERE....

JUST RIGHT BSIDE ME....

HLPING ME WIF MY STUDIES....

DEAR, I NID YOU....

I REALLY DO NID YOU.....

WUUUUUUUUUU...........='(...

OH LORD......

PLEASE....

GUIDE ME....

LEAD ME....

IM SO STRESSED UP....

KINDA FEEDUP WIF THOS PAPERS....

THERE'S STIL 3 MORE TO GO.....

ARGH.....

IM SO LOST...

SO SAD....

SO MOODY...

IM TIRED WIF ALL THOS TREATMENTS TAT I HAVE TO GO THROUGH....

AND ALL THOS MEDICINES TAT I HAVE....

VISIT d HOSP TWICE A MONTH....

ARGH....

IM GONNA BE CRAZY SOON....

VERY SOON.....

I CUN STAND IT.....

I CUN EXPRESS MYSELF....

I CUN BE D REAL ME ANY MORE...

D TELL D TRUTH.....

I CUN EVEN CONTINUE MY LIFE W/O HIM....

IM SUFFERING....

WEARING A FAKE MASK TO CLASS....

MAKING A FAKE SMILE WHENEVER I SEE PPL PASS BY...

O EVEN SOMETIMES, I DIN EVEN SMILE....

I CUN MAKE IT...

EVIONE IS LIKE....

OOH MY....SHE'S COOL...DUN EVEN GO NEAR HER...

ARGH....

FOCUSING MYSELF TO LAUGH, TO SMILE....

TELLING MYSELF,TRY TO ENJOY EVERYTHG....

BUT D REAL ME????

X ONE SEE IT..

X ONE NOES ABT IT....

MB I CAN GET D BEST ACTRESS AWARD....

HIDING MYSELF...MY TRUE FEELING FRM EVERYONE...

ACTING LIK IMMA OWEZ OKAY...BUT DEN D TRUTH IS...IMMA NOT...

EVERYONE IS GIVING UP ON ME....

THY SAY TAT AMANDA'S DEGIL.....

LET HER BE....

DUN BOTHER....

SORRY....IMMA DEGIL....

I ADMIT IT...

AND I NOE IMMA STUPID...

BUT DEN....HE'S D ONE I LOVE...

HE'S D ONE I GAVE EVRYTHG...

I TRY MY BEST TO BE D BEST WHENEVER IM INFRONT OF HIM....

I DIN PLAY NOR FOOL AROUND...

IM OWEZ SERIOUS....

THER'S X ONE PERFECT IN TIS WORLD..

X EVEN GOD.....SOMEHOW GOD MADE MISTAKES TO....

EVERYONE HAV THEIR OWN PRO AND CON...

AND D MOST IMPORTANT THG IS TAT WHENEVER U MADE TAT MISTAKES,REALIZED IT AND CHANGED IT.....DUN EVER DO IT AGN...

I CHANGED....

AND I JUST USED A LONGER TIME TO DO SO....

BUT DEN X EVEN A SINGLE TINNY LITTLE CHANCE IS GIVEN...

KAY....TATS ENUF....
SHE HAS BIG RED GOLDFISH EYES....N RED RUDOLF NOSE NOW...
AND ONCE AGAIN....SHE GOTTA GO BAC TO D REALITY LIFE...
AND STARTS TO ACT...