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Thursday, November 30, 2017

过于独立不是件好事

                  有时候,过于独立不是件好事,尤其是在家人面前。我承认我是一位情绪非常不稳定,总是爱哭闹,一点点小事也会哭。可是,在家人面前,总是把一切又一切的收了起来。只因为妈妈的一句,“为什么你总是这样的,一点点就哭,一点点就不开心”。家,不是人家说的最好的避风港吗?家人不是都是你最亲的人吗?家人不是都是最好的陪伴吗?就这样,我开始在他们面前独立,在外的这两年,都只报喜不再报忧~~

                    每每看见人家可以和家人团聚,可以渐渐父母,弟弟妹妹,是多么的幸福~~我知道父母都在忙做工,可是也不是这样子吧~~人家想家了,父母总会说,回家吧~~我的父母,回了做么?朋友们生日,都有家人陪同,我的,没当一回事~~

                    过于独立,真的不是件好事,弟弟妹妹每次要求些什么,她总会得到~~而我,每次回到家,回自己做家务、自己洗衣、甚至帮弟弟妹妹打理一切,对‘这些都是身为最大的孩子应该做的,可是没次往往没得到赞扬,称赞就算了,还被痛痛快快地大骂了一场~~我的成绩、人缘、艺术、运动一向来都不好。也从来都没得到过任何称赞、认可~~往往都是被骂,被批评~~难道做最大的就应该这样吗??

     昨晚,见识了被锁在自己家门外,就算了~~这个月情绪不稳定的度过,什么事都不想理,就算了。早上起来伤心的不是这一回事,而是十一月的最后一天了,没有蛋糕,没有庆祝,没有礼物,感觉就是没有家人似的。往往就是被人家误会说我把昨晚的事,写上网,还要被骂一通!! 都不知是你们自己心里有鬼,想太多,还是什么~~

     这两天只是想去健身室健身、运动,却被家人说成回来怡保没有一天在家,怪不得彭亨都不放你走啦~~请问有必要吗?? 
算了,我也可以说哪一句,你们要怎样想,就怎样想~~最好,我用永远远留在彭亨,永永远远不用回来!!! 
                  

Tuesday, November 14, 2017

Preschool Birthday Party



                  Is been a exhausted day! Had been preparing and doing my job since I entered my class~ Starting off  with packing the goodies bag for the kiddos, cutting the watermelons, arranging the kuihs, handling foods and drinks that students and parents prepared. While my assistant busy with her cooking part, the nuggets, sausages, fried bihun and etc. Thousnds of thanks to Cikgu Ati who helps out for the birthday party.

                 Students had their wonderful time with the yummy foods, a time with their friends celebrating their birthday togather, while teahers busy with honeybee.what made my heartbreaks was that there's another preschool teacher which HE DID NOTHING at all, (as fyi, this is my last year teaching as preschool teacher), and yet other teachers had this misunderstood that im not doing my job, where have I been, why aint I in hall (having reherseal for prize giving). That really does hurts, Im doing my job over in my class, while our new preschool teacher hide himself in our class as his reason was that TOO HOT in the hall (it was a cloudy n windy day).




Foods we have on that day

students singing birthday song



Photo session, the last photo i guess

The SMILE on their face before heading home
After the party, I been called for relieve classes, as im no longer preschool teacher in my eoperasi for 2 period~~ ( Preschool Job not even done, yet I got extra jobs, whereelse another teacher may stay in preschool, shake his leg and DO NOTHING!!!!)  That evening we went for our rehearsel for prize giving ceremony, and once again running up and down, going round all the way in the hall, yet someone sits and play with his handphone!!!! THIS IS SO UNFAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 
Winnie The Pooh Glitter