Great......everythg is like out of control......I CUN CONCENTRATE IN EVERYTHG.....Oh Lord.....y??????Lord.....ur d one who puts us together....lets us fall in love wif each other....and now....ur oso d one which give me all those tests.....U knew it right.....I hav been a good girl.....I do really change,right.....but den y?????everythg is just like d same.....add on u even let me do somethg tat I make it even worse......He block me in my FACEBOOK.....how great......and mummy is mad at me.....and I wil be chase out of tis house some how sooner.....okay......fine....nvm.....den all my assigments.....whenever i finish one,and starts wif d new one.....there sure be some problem,Problems which make me gotta redo all over again.....argh.....8 assigments okay?????* of them.....okay.....(stil in a good condition...).....den I cun concentrate in my classes,presentations.....I stil gotta sit my exam in d early of MAy....please......and d last thg.....since I had been through tat treatment......I dun feel lik Imma getting betta......My respiratary system is getting weak.....Is hard for me when I try to talk....cakap pun sudah susah,macam mana dgn menangis dan berlari pulak.....adoi......lebih susah kan.....haiz.....Sem ini ada 8 period PJ.....macam mana nk lari ini.....argh....so....was it a wrong thg tat I choose to go for tis treatment.....
Ya Yesus,ya tuhanku....tolong lah.....sya tau sya ni memang nakal.....tak pergi church tiap ahad....tapi punishment ni....semua ni tau cukup lah tu......Sya ni memang tak larat dah......susah ni.....tapi....klau semua ni tukar dgn results yg bagus sekali,flying colours utk dia....bole tak?????klau semua ni memang utk results bagus dia.....sya ni masih blh accept lar.....tp,lpas exam dia,exam sya lah tu.....tlonglah bless sya,ye????lpas tu,cukuplah tu....smua ni cukup.....tlonglah bg dia blik ke sisi sya......hanye ni saja yg sya minta ni....yg lain,macam ksihatan tu....okey lah......bleh diterimalah....
*p/s:the same thg....Dear God....
DUNHAM MASSEY
1 week ago
