Finalize thgs tat happened in july....

2nd of July 2011

Larian 1Murid 1Sukan 1Malaysia

after d run,i went bac to AMC to visit my juniors....

thy r having their prac for WCMSB 2011...

den angeline treat me lunch at salim...

den we went home...

(so those personal photos were taken by my beloved sis-angeline...muacksss)

16th-17th of July 2011

Cameron class trip

quite a nice trip...

(but den on d way bac i saw d word SS,ur hometown n i think of u again...)

19th of July 2011 

it was tuesday again...

n of cz sofball...

den there's English Carnival in d  Hall...

21st of July 2011

Sushi day

after having meeting for d pesta tanglung....

i hav sushi as my dinner...^^

25th of JUly 2011

Saya Bangga Menjadi Guru

is an taklimat....ish...boring thing...

but luckily i hav them...c...thy r funny...

26th of JULY 2011

sickky day

ish....falling sick...

28th of July 2011

PJ cooking day...

we cooked all by ourself....on our own...

mee rebus...mee goreng....

n tis is after d cooking session,in class...spot me????

29th of July 2011

recovering...

29th-31st of July 2011

Cat's hommie +WCMSB 2011....

d ticket to KL...

tis is wat i do while imma waiting for gor to pick me up from catherine's hse...

Nouvelle Hotel

 

band show in Germany....anyone????

mine...^^ staff of AMC Band n Participant of WCMSB'11...

me n eunice wif our juniors...

Us....^^ waiting for d results...

 

aleh-me,theng theng-me,fish n dolphin....

Imma proud of AMC BAND.....yeah....love you guys....

thy got 1st runner up during prelim n thy got d GOLD AWARD in Grand final.....
Im so happy for my darlings....
altot this few days r kinda tired but it's worth....
cz i found those sweet memories we hav togather...
i miss my time as an AMC band member lar weyh....
ooh ya...one thg i wanna say...
eyh....i had oreo mcflurry in MCD at 2:30 am as my breakfast....woah...

 extra....

i cun rmb when it's...

it d letter we ply in class...

cz i gotta borrow ZZ from RV for PM assigment...

n i gotta write surat kebenaran for sure...

n i even hav my personal chop....haha

end of july

It's the end of July.......

and I just wanna Cry....

imma really really tired...

ooh LORD....please......

answer my prayers........

y???

y i wanna cry.....

cz i din send d thgs yet....

i dun hav d time.....

n 

u noe wat im scared off...

d time is limited....

shorter n shorter....

time flies....

it really does....

wait....

anyone free????

can help wif shooting????

please????

tml puasa wil be starting....

n perhaps I should ikut too...

i dun wanna eat.....

i dun feel lik having anythg....

i just wanna cry....

there's no one who listens to me lik you do...

there's no one who stands right bside me whenever i fall....

i just hate myself....

i just dunno how to continue....

i juat wanna giv up in everythg....

there's no mood for me to study....

nor assigments....

nor presentations....

not even d dances,therapies,mettings.....

n everyone is ignoring me.....

T.T

i really do hate myself for tat.....

if not....

during sem break....

we can go on a vacation togather again....

n we can meet each other every single day as u r having ur holid...

having chocho n hugs when imma down....

taking care of me cz imma sick...

i can hav d sweet from u after every medicine i hav,cz thy r bitter...

ARGH.....
GERAM....

memang 

BENCI 

KAT 

AMANDA CHEAH

AMC BAND....GO GO GO

amc band babies....

in another few hours time

u guys wil b on bus 

heading towrds cheras

gng for d competition

gambateh ya my dear babies

i do believe tat u guys can make it into final

and make us proud....^^

CL babies....

rmb wat i said????

if u guys got into final....

u guys got a treat from me...

anyway

try ur best n do ur best

n of cz...

slip well

rest well

take care

我不喜欢

我不喜欢别人看我的东西...

我知道你为什么要看....

我知道你在怕什么...

我跟你说，请你放心...

那张纸上，我没写关于你...放心...

上次...

我的信息也是...

其实我是很不喜欢的...

但我没出声...

可是这次的，

我真的非常的不喜欢...

对不起...

那是我的私人物品...

It's private n confidential...

你说你不喜欢我上次SS节时...

故意弄你....

可是我老实跟你讲...

我没有...

你要听别人怎么说...

你要怎么想，怎么讲...

Up to you...

cz i cun say anythg....

u just wun believe nor listen....

本来以为...

可以谈心的...

原来是不能的...

对不起...

你根本就不了解我...

你根本就不认识我...

So girl, pls dun simply judge me...

cz u might get me wrong....

n it's hurting...

kay...

VOlunTEERs???

any volunteer wanna go n teach those little kids in hospital????

any volunteer wanna giv them joy????

hmmm.....i hope tat d plan of having a school for d sick kiddies wil success...

pity then u noe????....

i knew tat kinda feelings....

tat kinda feelings....unable to attend school....

unable to continue ur school life cz ur sick...

poor thg....

imma fat

imma fat.....

haha.....

due to d non-stop intake of chocoS , sweetS n ice-creamS....(cz moody...n sad...)

haha.....

d 胸针for VIPS during 中秋 n fatty me.....

if lecturer say she dun wan, n d 胸针being rejected....den....
i wil make it as my hair accessory....
haha....
nice harh????

你真的很没用

Amanda, 你必须把所有的一切藏起来
你别无选择

原来在这里根本没有一个可以谈得来的
原来全部人都是靠利益才交朋友的
每个都是戴着面具的

你啊，你啊
为什么要被BLACKLISTED呢？？？
你看，所有人都BOYCOTT你了
根本就是没人要跟你同一组做ASSIGNMENT了
恭喜你

五年半啊...还有四年....
看你怎样过这四年...
四年啊...还要在一起四年，同一班里...
怎么办？？？

你以前都是找他诉苦
什么都是找他的
可是
现在呢？？？
你谁都没有了


Amanda,你活该
自己拿来的
从一开始，SEM 1时
你就是参不进他人了
可是那时你还有他陪伴你
才不会那样辛苦
现在

活该
真是活该



友情没了
亲情没了
连爱情也没了

AMANDA是大笨蛋

BABE...

TIS IS WAT IM GNG TO SAY.....

BABE...

NOTHING'S GONNA CHANGE
MY LOVE FOR YOU

What A life I have....

ARGH.....


BUSY n HECTIC week.....


1)这个星期五的周会是由我们班负责，星期四下午要到礼堂排桌椅。
   需​要一个司仪。
   我们还需要准备一个节目（三到五分钟）。


2)2day's timetable....   25/7:
   0800-1000~YIP YOON PENG's lectures

   1030-1130~NG SWEE HUAT's lectures

   1130-1230~NG POI PICK's lectures (my time to present.....xiyouji...)

   1230-0130~LEONG THOR LEE's lectures

   0130-0230~ den taklimat for BC 课业 at DEWAN SERI MELATI

   0230-0430～LAM SIEW TAI's lectures

3)Isnin: Titik Petemuan Tiga Generasi Pendidik

   Selesa:Saya Bangga Menjadi Guru

   Tempat:Dewan Sri Tanjung

   Masa: 8.30 pm

   (TAKLIMAT/CERAMAH kut)

4)peacock dance practices at night

5)招待组

6)中秋晚会meeting

   place: bilik JPP

   time:  04:45pm

   date:  01/08/2011

7) concert practice

    starting on 12/08 (not tat sure....)

8) 团康

    TALENT SHOW COMPETITION

9) presentations

10) assigments

11)Minggu depan, 25-31hb julai,

     kempen saya bangga menjadi guru peringkat IPG Kampus Ipoh, 

     semua warga mahasiswa IPG Ipoh wajib ambil bahagian dalam semua aktiviti dan ceramah2 yang telah dirancang..

     pagi dan malam..harap maklum. 

*Im kinda proud of AMC Titans.....WHEE.....THy were awesome!! Thy got d 2nd runner up!!! 

*my BAND BABIES.....take care of ur health.....drink more water n rest well....just few days left.....den it's competition time....n let's show   who we AMC BAND are....^^....go rock d field....i have d faith in ur guys.....u guys can do it.....just go n play n treat it as a performance....a nice performance.....like wat seniors used to tell me....gambateh my baby girls....love you guys.....

before and after

最近我发觉到化妆品是女生的好友

以前的我，不化妆也可以出门

但现在我逼不得已得化妆才能出街

我不想吓倒四周的人

这都是近来的照片

before make-up...haha...

我的样子真的很憔悴、脸色超苍白的；
灵魂不知何处去，真的行尸走肉；
我完全根本不在状况内，回不过神来；
刘海也长了，没去剪，所以还好；
当不化妆的我，刘海架了起来，简直跟僵尸没两样。

我把刘海给修了，但病了，得穿上口罩．．．

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after make-up....

这两张是化了妆的，所以不会那么苍白．．．

I have tis kinda feelings.....

I wanna disappear....

In noway......

Cz there's no one who really understands me...

no one who noes how I feel.....

I hate being in tis world....

I hate it.....

I hate d life tat im gng through day by day...

I hate everythi in life...

especially d life w/o you....

see...i just cun life w/o u...

大番薯

哈哈．．．．

大番薯跌倒了．．．

好笑吧．．．

大番薯是从楼梯跌下来的．．．

最近时常跌倒....

我只知道头晕了，然后下一秒就倒下了....

下雨了．．．

淋雨了．．．

哈哈．．．

好久没这么做了．．．

会在生病吗？？？

就算会也不要紧了．．．

他都不在了．．．

超级的ＤＯＷＮ．．．

i <3 rainny day...

I wanna watch HP 7.....

i wanna watch it wif u....

but den i wun hav d chance anymore.....

HATE MYSELF.....

ISH.....

HATE AMANDA CHEAH 4EVER....

~insomnia~

I Heart Rainny day

HONESTLY.....

I SUPER DUPER TRIPLE LOVE RAINING...

ESPECIALLY WHEN IT'S HEAVY RAIN....

AND I LOVE TO BE IN D RAIN....

SOMEHOW,IM SHIVERING JUST A BIT....

RAIN POURING DOWN ON MY HEAD AND SHOULDERS...

AND I LET MY HEAD FALL BAC AND THE RAIN POUNDED ONTO MY FACE,

DRIPPING DOWN MY NECK,CHEST AND BODY...

I BEGAN TO SWAY,LETTING MY HANDS RISE TOWARD THE SKY N THAT GIANT TEARS BEGAN TO MESH WIF THE RAIN FALLING,

AND I SPUN IN CIRCLES, ARMS STRETCHED OUT AT MY SIDES,

PALMS UP, IN THE POURING,COLD RAIN.

I CRIED FOR ALL THE PAIN I HAD HIDDEN AWAY SO WELL WHEN PEOPLE WERE WATCHING ME...

ALL MY SORROW AND PAIN,I'LL DO MY CRYING IN THE RAIN....

I JUST CRIED...AND SHOUTING MY HEART OUT AS WELL...

AS KNOWING TAT NO ONE COULD SEE ME OR HEAR ME BECAUSE OF THE RAIN,

I BAWLED TO A POINT WHERE I COULD HEAR MYSELF SOBBING...

STIL SPINNING IN THE RAIN,SLOWLY; SOAKED AND SHIVERING...

I WAS STANDING, SOBBING IN THE RAIN....

I LOVE TO BE IN THE HEAVY RAIN...

AND I WILL CRY, ALL ALONE, IN THE POURING RAIN...

ALTHOUGH AFTER TAT I MIGHT BE GETTING SICKED N HOSPITALED...

BUT I WUN BOTHER....

CZ I JUST LOVE IT....

AND SOMEHOW I WIL WAIT IN THE RAIN...

WAIT FOR YOU,MY DEAR....

TO BE BAC....

NTG'S GONNA CHANGE MY LOVE FOR YOU...

AND IM SORRY FOR EVERY MISTAKES I DID....

N I JUST NID YOU TAT MUC....

SO PLS....

BABE....

PLS....

SORRY....