Heyh there......

You know what???!!!

The more her Heart BREAKS....

The LOUDER her Music Play...

有些时候，有些东西自己知道就好了~

健康亮了红灯，什么问题自己解决好了~

从B.I.G. 回来，每个都生病了~

最近，说真的超累的，妈咪阿~

non-stop的做assignments，non-stop的disscussions~

我要说！

我真得好累啊！

主啊，这何时可停此阿？累~

下个星期PBS了啦，haiz packed-nya~

Sharon.你要加油，不要怕~没事的~
那个scan不恐怖的哦~
只是吃药，治疗，我都已经好起来了~
加油哦！为你祷告。

heyh heyh.....come n support ya...hehe...

1st:like this page...http://www.facebook.com/pages/Caroline-Fashion-Shop/183819001706224

den

2nd:like my photo....http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=245030162251774&set=a.243483139073143.60881.183819001706224&type=3

THX ALOT YA~~

saw everyone of different IPG posting their B.I.G post....kinda envy actually....

ntg muc,imma bac,stil alive n black....

but i had ntg to post...x feeling tat well throughtout d camp....

so x pic taken...x enjoying d whole camp....

being cucuk n staying overnight in hosp....

lecturer send me back to my own house....(how embarrasing)

tats y i just hate myself....

no matter how muc skills u have,there's x use when ur x healthy at all....

HATE MYSELF....

dear Michelle,i failed....i broke ur promise...sorry...

btw,i should be glad to God tat Im stil alive.....

and to my frenz n lecturers out there....thx for taking care of me and sorry for giving tat muc troubles...

had been sleeping these few days....yet stil feeling tired n weak....
how m I gng to do my assignments????there are lots of them....T.T

21.02.2012

Heyh,dear~
it's ur birthday~

おたんじょび　おめでと～

생일축하합니다~

Joyeux anniversaire~

Alles Gute zum Geburtstag~

ifeliz cumpleanos~

happy birthday~

selamat hari lahir~

i cnt celebrate wif u anymore~

we are x longer together~x even frenz??!!

sorry for everythg bac in time~

hmmmm,wish you have an memorable 20th birthday wif ur frenz~

dreams to come true~

healthy,happy forever~

all d best in ur studies in Uni~

take care~

GBU~

I just miss you~

Finally~

And Finally~

My photos are out~wheeee~

happy,exciting,and all kind of +ve feelings...hehe...

I had my photoshooting ~

just sharing out some of them~
somehow,they dun really looks like me....too mature perhaps...

thy say this photo looks abit like HEBE.....really??? 

i dun really noe,as i dunno her well....

there's reasons for everythg right....and of cz i hav them too...

1st of all.....it's was actually my 19th Birthday present from mummy n daddy~

2nd.....I love photoshooting....Imma doing wat i love to do...(so in case any photographer pass by n needs model,i wil very willing to hlp...haha)

3rd....i just wan to left d best vision of myself....d best side of me....

for my love ones to have a look on them when imma not there...=P

*gng pangkor agn for BIG,dun feel like gng lehx....T.T~

btw,i had promised dear Michelle tat x fainting dlm hutan....but den can i make it???

hope everythg wil be alright,n stil alive when imma bac....*packing packing*

*another 2 days...(special day)

wil be off for few days from tml til thursday~bye

不要再往我的伤口上撒盐~

还有两天就是情人节了~
我很down,是super duper d down~
你在那怎么啦？有新欢了吗？过得还好吗？
我很讨厌情人节，也很怕情人节~
是否有人可以让我在当天人间蒸发，我不想留在人间~
在FB post 这，



哈哈~我很明显是在自欺欺人~


我放不下你，你听到了吗？
我，谢蔚华放不下你~

我好想好想失意，好想好想忘掉一切又一切~
我真的很想忘掉一切~但我做不到~

最近，一直劝着一个朋友，一直叫她不要再去想这样多了、不要再去追究、不要再把心门关起来，我们朋友一直都在~

她说你也是时常emo阿，我告诉她，人生其实很短，每一天都是要过得，痛苦也是过一天，快乐也是过一天，人是可以做选择的，那选择快乐的过吧~有些人得了癌症，多希望能活久点，但一切是注定的，所以她选择开心的过~我祝福他就像在孔明灯上为他许的愿，学业进步幸福永远；尽可能忘了吧（不代表我有新欢阿，真不明白为什么这么多人会这样认为），把自己的每一天排得满满的，不要有空的时间~

但这一切又一切，这坚持、这忙碌的自己、每当到了夜深，她的相思病就来了~很痛苦啊！！！但本小姐就还是那么的固执，我从不让他人看见，只在BLOG里写出~

新春晚会（迟点再写）后，喉咙开始疼了，静娴叫我赶快拿盐水漱口（一点都不好玩），不然就会生病啦~星期六去了B.I.G 的taklimat（12.30-2.30，两个小时半的废话）后就叫mummy带我回家了，因为真的生病了~T。T~今早也去了治疗（我要快点好起来啦）~

很多很多的功课阿~~~很多很多的ASSIGMENT阿~~~又要去pangkor BIG 了，显阿~4天3夜~




还有，朋友们，我不想再听到任何人在我面前提到关于我的感情事~~
不要再往我的伤口上撒盐，不要再碰我的痛处了~~
我真的很辛苦，求你们啦，谢谢~~

新春晚会

It was our kampus's 新春晚会 on 10th of February 2012~

ntg much to say as tHIs was d most senang ever "wan hui" for me throughout these few years....no zhao dai,no performance....haha...

the first time ever to sit down n enjoy every single performance as an audience til d night ends...

so,let d pictures speaks....

Lion dance

大拜年

大拜年2

24节令鼓

Taekwondo

1Malaysia舞蹈

中西合拼

武术

说过年

舞龙

泰国舞

财神爷

the event ends about 11pm....everyone have their wonderful memories....n thy had it successfully...

Blog therapy for teenagers

saw this in The Star tat day...

blogging really helps alot...

so lets keep it up....>.<

end of CNY

this is how i spend d end of my CNY....
i tot i whould stop celebrating right after i came bac to IPGKI~~
but yet,imma wrong....there's somethg else when imma bac...
dun really feel lik write much as there's too muc thgs tat happened...thy hurts...
y????u had promise n we both agree tat we wil b in a group for BIG....
I DUN FEEL LIKE TALKING TO ANYONE TML....
just some pictures may do....

d day when we went outside school for "Kong Ming Deng"

hey,tis is for u~(u noe who ur)

went to penang for one day trip wif my brothers n sisters....(IPGKI Christian Youth)

altot it was tired,n kinda disappointed wif d Bkt Bendera thg,yet thy stil made my day..THX...

places we went to:Kek Lok Si~Baba Nyonya's house~Bkt Bendera~Chew Jetty~Esplanade~

after d CNY ends,means its getting nearer n nearer,another 12 days...wish u all d best....

and assignments,tutorials,ISLs......

thy all wanna be good frenz wif me,n i jus dun wan to...

she just pushed everythg away and acted like is none of her bussiness,
"huh,i dunno how to do wor?"
"i dun understand how to do wor."
n ask a fren,i suggest tat she can ask for hlp from frenz,dun just stay there n do nothing,n act lik noe ntg...
(altot i knew d truth which was she try to push n act LIKE NONE OF HER BUSSINESS)
whenever we talk abt tis topic....she wil juz push them all away....
n whenever we settle evrythg,she wil act like she is innocent...
"huh,den others wil think tat i din do homework d wor" (INNOCENT FACE)
can we take others other den take her???is not group work when we (YOU n us) r in a group...
is like two ppl doing three ppl's work....n she juz busy FB-ING....

GIRL,whenever we try to hlp u,guide u,change u,even tell u.u should take it as an initiative n change...

n can u stop being so 口是心非.
if u really love him,den just go for it,dun ever say u wil wait,den for d next minute u say u wanna give n stop loving him...
n when u wanna take wanna be one of the AJK.just go,dun ever say tat you dun wanna take photos of others n only d photos of us IN FRONT OF ME....
and those which happenes during tat day when we went out for eileen's birthday celebration,and when we went for d trip.....
stop being so when ur in front of me.....they hurts.....

I learn to forgive n forget, but it's very hard,extremely hard when u have a fren like her....
Heavenly Father,pls forgive her for everythg she did and guide her through d correct pathway....in Jesus's name I pray,amen.

Tongue twister~

Found these tongue twisters from one of d bloggers~

juz here to share it out~
so,have fun with them....

1) Can you can a can as a canner can can a can?

2) I wish to wish the wish you wish to wish, but if you wish the wish the witch wishes, I won't wish the wish you wish to wish.

3) I scream, you scream, we all scream for ice-cream!

4) How many cookies could a cook cook if a good cook could cook cookies? A good cook could cook as much cookies as a good cook who could cook cookies.

5) The driver was drunk and drove the doctor's car directly into the deep ditch.

6) Whether the weather be fine or the whether the weather be not. Whether the weather be cold or whether the weather be hot. We'll weather the weather whether we like it or not.

7) Peter Piper picked a peck of pickled peppers. A peck of pickled peppers Peter Piper picked. If Peter Piper picked a peck of pickled a peck of pickled peppers, where's the peck of pickled peppers Peter Piper picked?

8) I thought a thought. But the thought I thought wasn't the thought I thought I thought. If the thought I thought I thought had been the thought, I wouldn't have thought so much.

9) Amid the mists and coldest frost, with barrest wrists and stoutest boasts, he thrusts his fists against the posts, and still insists he sees the ghosts.

10) Badmin was able to beat Bill at billiards, but Bill always beat Badmin badly at Badminton.

11) Betty beat a bit of butter to make a better butter.

12) Rita repeated what Reardon recited when Reardon read the remarks.

13) Few free fruit flies fly from flames.

14) Fifty-five flags freely flutter from the floating frigate.

15) There is no need to light a night light on a light night like tonight, for a bright night light is just like a slight light.

16) A Finnish fisher named Fisher failed to fish any fish one Friday afternoon and finally he found out a big fissure in his fishing net.

17) A pleasant peasant keeps a pleasant pheasant and both the peasant and the pheasant are having a pleasant time together.

18) How many sheets could a sheet slitter slit if a sheet slitter could slit sheets?

19) Mr. See owned a saw and Mr. Soar owned a seesaw. Now See's saw sawed Soar's seesaw before Soar saw See.

20) If you're keen on stunning kites and cunning stunts, buy a cunning stunning stunt kite. 

21) Ted sent Fred ten hens yesterday so Fred's fresh bread is ready already. 

enjoy having fun wif them????

OR

tongue being twistered up????

should i join them???? or should i not....

d way tat she treats me,lik imma just a stupid idiot wif no one else~

i treat u as fren,but wat did u did to me...disappointed....

girl....frenz wil soon longer leave u if u continue lik this....

but yet,i forgive u~

I choose to forgive n forget.....n tml wil b a good day....

din hav an good day,had been sleeping right after classes 

and went for a walk around campus in d evening,

so tat i wun b moody (after everythg tat happened this afternoon)....

but after d walk,there's somethg wrog wif me again...ISH....

vomitting again...suffering...T.T....
i wanna a MC for tml,can I???!!!

perhaps no....as there's 4 period of BCN tml.....(crying now)...

Ohh  Lord,bless me as I would lik a good day tml....Amen.

kay,time to slip....night.