hmmmm......i wanna say thank you to my dear frenz.....thx for being there for me.....

but somehow i wanna say sorry to.....cz actually imma running away from hospital....
sorry......i told lies......

i told u guys tat i wanna play around......but actually imma running away from d therapies.....sorry...
but dun worry....imma now spending my time in my beloved 2nd home....
-->HOSPITAL...
n having d therapies.....T-T

hmmm.....somehow i had a chance to cycle to kolej n hav a few tutorials...
den visit d park....
(sorry tat imma x tat kinda professional...)


a chance to cycle around.....
a hard n memorable experience....(cz i dunno how to cycle....)




d park....

den.....i had wonderful meals wif them at 面对面,金晶,shark (i think so...n d big dog dog) for 冰冰,
den da bao n delivery from vegas n wings....

delivery services which we cun find it over in ipoh....


面对面....

others i din take photo.....=p

n one more.....

STICKY.....n finally i got d chance ler....haha....
passion fruit d o.....

some of my SS pictures b4 i cun take it anymore.....haha.....
love me o hate me....kay....u may ignore me....haha....
smiling while i can....
posing b4 it's too late....
trying clothes which i heart b4 d chance is gone....

im tired of all tis....medicine.....therapies.....surguries...
can i just give up?????

last time there's you bsides me....
n i wun be tat scared...
staying up strong is wat i hav,cz i hav you to support me....
but now.....
wat shld i do w/o u????
cann i give up?????
i just cun stand it.....
even if im gng in to d surgery room,n imma keep on waiting for u to be here....
right bside me....
pls.....dear....
come bac to me....
i need you badly.....
dun leave me alone....

staying in my 2nd hse ain't fun at all.....
how i wish u were here....
can u????
I miss you....
I love you....
i tik of u evry singel moment....
i cun slip at all...
i cried n cried...
even if i slept....
i wake up wif tears in my eyes,
cz these sweet dreams which ur in r gonna stop...
n somehow i dun wanna wake up...
i dun wanna loose u....
i really do....

I Miss those time I had with u guys.....

Miss those time lar wei....altot we r not d best.....but den in my heart...AMC BAND is owez d best...^^....just refresh bac those time we hav togather.....we hav our practice in d field togather no matter how's d weather....laughing togather,crying togahter,hugging each other when d result's out,caring each other,getting scolded under d hot sun....haha.....all sorts of memories we have in our outdoor n indoor competition....band makes me stronger no matter in physical o mentally.....somehow lik imma having muscular lengs n arms.... >,< ..... many ppl dun wanna join band cz thy dislike to be under d hot sun....but wat i can tell tat is...practicing for comp no matter for outdoor o indoor is just d same.....thy r both tiring....but u wil never get d experience like any of us.....there's much more den just being dark n tired......love,caring n sharing is wat we get d most....i stil rmb d time when our fingers r like flying through d keys....just to play d running notes.....d time we repeat n repeat d same formation just to get d perfect shape.....d time when imma sick o faint and u guy cares about me.....looking after me even though u guy r tired....imma missing them now.....especially CL SECTION......awwww.....
so.....to those who r stil in band.....appreciate d time wif ur bandmates.....
AMC band.....u r d best and forever I ♥ you.....=)

Ave Maria Convent Marching Band 2008

Wind Orkestra SBP 2009 - SMJK Ave Maria Convent

CAmps>>..........

1st of all.....went 3 camps in one week time.....errr....of cz imma x campers lar....imma faci....

kay...

1st camp....in my ex school-AMC.....organized by "the bridge"....
1st time...1st experience being a volunteer.....
i mean d tis camp...
quite fun...excited....and alot of memories.....
AMC Girls.....I miss u guys......i really do.....
especially 喜乐组....
喜乐cute...喜乐zeng...喜乐hou guai leng....^^
hmmmmm.....x photos for tis camp yet.....as all photos r wif them.....
Thank God tat i got d chance to join as volunteer and serve to God....^^

kay....
d 2nd camp....
MNS Children camp in PAPAN....

Papan campsite....
childrern.....tis is for sure lor.....children camp mar....
hmmm.....

PHOTOS....

FACIs.....^^

my group....^^


cute???she's mine daughter(cz she's kinda "sticking" me)....LOL...
x lar...she's one of d Committee's daughter....She's only 6...bt yet she's an independent n sporting little girl....


we reach d top of d water fall.....

some kinda nice photo.....taadah....




kay....SS photos.....LOL....





KAY.....mE.....after two camps.....



d 3rd and d last camp...
in my cameron highland.....organized by MY CAMP PRO....
it's cold up there....i mean really cold....
hmmmm.....x much photos too.....as thos photos r stil wif them....
n my CAm x hav tat muc of spase....
we reach tat school kinda early.....den nothg to do....
so....we go round n round n visit d school....
n of cz camwhore....




me heart tis kinda sky.....=) n it's only in cameron...too bad...we cun find it in IPOH...



my Group......友谊第一...


and lastly b4 we went down hill....we got d chance to visit one of d member's farm.....

nice????



tomato....^^

不过，说真的....cameron is really COLD.....especially in d morning and when it rains...
i stil remember d time thy splash water on me,n d wind's blowing so strong...
i stil remember d time we bath.....how's d water.....
i stil rmb d time i 守夜earlyin d morning....imma shivering over there....
even when imma on d stage,跳手语....just oly one song,i start to gasp for air...
but den Thank God tat Im okay.....ntg bad happens to me....

我要减肥....kaka...dun stop me.....
I ate too much during camp....
lol ; )

btw....i saw sthg in fb....n im sad...
seing tat u chit-chat wif others so happily....
i just hate myself.......
do u noe tat imma missing u lik crazy.....i really do....
i nid you....i cun stop thinking abt u.....
hate myself.....argh....stupid amanda...
sorry dear....i wil pay bac....dun worry....
n u wil noe tat im serious...
SAD ARGH.........

kay.....camp finished.....
n it's time for me to go M.I.A....
pls pray for me....
hope tat everythg wil be alright....
Oh LOrd..please....