adrian is having a problem wif d transfering thg....T.T.....
he cnt get into sam tet sec school....
anyone noe how????pls hlp....
felt so useless tat i as his sis,cnt hlp at all.....
mama say is not my fault.....but somehow inside i feel tat it's related to me....
future teacher????should hlp.....
just tat i felt somethg right inside there telling me tat it's ur fault...cz u cnt hlp neither...
is tis a symptoms of perfectionist....
cz some say im....n thy hate me for that....


kay.....morning fever....now add on gastric....
wat a great day....suffer from gastric....argh...........
time to hav hot choco(d only hot drink left in my room) n medicine.....
den time to slip liao.....
cnt stand it....T.T

IMMA SICK....=.=.....

dislike.....

argh....
medicine time agn...

exam coming lor......haiz....

can i pass tis time????

just pass may do....

kinda giving up on PNB,and PJ....
n can i give up PC too....
ERH.......y not juz give up d whole exam......

evry kid has their little angel to talk to when thy r stil kids...
i used to hav my angel,as i talk to her...
but den till last few months....
she's gone...
angel angel....i nid u to listen to me....
i nid u to tell me tat not to be fear....
i nid u to be right bside....
do u stil rmb,a question once was asked....
two choice...
1-a life w/o him,but somethg easy,wif x difficulties...
2-choose him,but live wif all sort of difficulties...
n i choose 2....
imma x afraid as i hav him n angel to lead me through....
but now even u leave me....
angel....where's d talk when i was down???
where's d encouragement when i m fear???
where r u????

Random post 2

found these old photos...
Place:Band Room
Time:2009
ModelS：me and AH yeah...

weird facial expression

ah yeah was so enjoy...

hmmm..tat time I stil hav my braces on....time flies....it's ady two year....MIss those time.....

Place: Home
Time:2011
Model:me...

tis is me....n mua babe....hehe....

found somethg new

hmmmm....saw tis from one of my blogger fren.....

~~PICNIK~~haha....using it to edit photos,n imma stil figurING it out.....
one of d edited photo.....

before.....

After

ntg muc to say.....juz learning.....IMMA x PRO......
ooh ya...found out tat imma x tat suitable for acting cute...=.=....

26/10/2011

It was deepavali.....
n i had a henna....

haha...

tat's all...tata....

haPpy birthday Pn Chew....

It was 24th of Oct n it was Pn Chew's birthday....^^

5s7 bought an angry bird cake,two cards(one handmade n one from outside)n a massager for her.....
reason:thy say tat she looks lik angry bird...how naughty thy r...

den from KPA.....

a tiramisu cake.....

the pre n d su for 2011....

A fruit basket from d EX....

the Pre,Su n Tre for 2009...

Our LOvely Pn Chew...

This Hui Shan had anythg else to do...=.=

 Once agn,

Pn Chew,

happy birthday....
Stay happy n healthy owez....

by ur lovely girls....

22/10/2011

ARGH....为什么自己要知道那么多？？？为什么会看到自己不想看到的东西？？？为什么会知道自己不想知道的事？？？知道的事情太多了吗？？？
真个人顿时沉到海底去...心好疼，好痛… 头很重，就别让我再醒过来，好吗？




This is torturing~pls stop unfren+block me~ca tis ain't feel good~PLS STOP IT~
the situation is getting worse day by day....
the wound is getting bigger n bigger...
the pain in it is getting deeper n deeper...

another sleepless night.....='(
oh Lord~

感想1

尔~我不知道要怎么说~
就是~尔~我之前参加了那么多活动~
就不是想再还能够玩的时候，就去玩~
能帮忙的，就去帮~
不知道要怎么说~真的不知道~很烦~
KEEPING A SECRET BY YOUR OWN...
WHERE U CNT SHARE WIF OTHERS,U JUST WAN UR LOVE ONE TO NOE,BUT DEN HE DUN EVEN BELIEF IN YOU IS SOMETHG TORTURING...
perhaps tis is wat i wanna say....T.T

Amanda,加油！！！
你不记得了吗？你说过你要在剩下的时间了去环游世界~
虽然，你不能到过全世界，但或许半马吧~
对不起，朋友们，当我听到有得玩，旅行去，搞活动，我都很想去~
希望你们不介意我很令人反感~
安顺的营，本来我是有去的，但是身体状况不佳，没得去了~
伤心啊~

19号那天，我们上了体育课，玩篮球哦，虽然篮球与英试篮球有差，但我参与时，中学时的回忆，一个个回来了，从球打我到我打球~虽然我最后不是什么英式篮球校队毕业，但还是有些回忆，还有我这才发觉到，原来圣母的体育老师都很棒，因为阿，我们体育时，样样球类都玩过，虽然都不是熟透~（今天，说真的我蛮开心，虽然状况不是很佳，但我都是拼了命去玩额~现在不玩，几时还有机会玩，要等到躺在床上，不能起来走动时才来玩啊？？？）


要班上的问题，我还是应付不来，解决不了~
那女生，我很怕~她会因为一点小事而把它给闹大~
她时常对号入座~小姐，我真的很怕你~

考试了，但我真的没MOOD读书~怎么办？？？
晚上又失眠了~怎么办？？？
我始终忘不了他，放不下他~痛苦啊~
没有人会明白这感觉~没有人~

今晚还真的很冷很累下~四点多了，得勉强自己休息了，等下还有课呢~

SPecial Love for The Special Kids

Juz came bac frm Pj's proggramme.....actually it was kinda tiring....but den I feel tat we shld hlp as a volunter.....as for my token of love to the kids...
I cnt really rmb when was d last time I hlp as a volunter during fun fair....It was like 3/4 years ago....I miss those time,helping out during chrch's fun fair...
Tat day daddy fetch us to d Salvation Army Children's Home....den we start off wif our work....Meryn incharge of Ipoh Xiong Piah, Linda incharge of d eggs, while Catherine n me incharge of selling Ice Kacang...
ooh ya....we accidentally knock into some of our seniors there.....^^
NOw,let d picca tells.....

 

 

actually imma kinda scared of clowns....

while waiting for daddy to fetch us bac.....we hav some camwhore....

Linda

one of the girl.....lenglui huh.....

four of us...

It was a tired yet meaningful day....^^

Pangkor

I have ntg much to say....
Went for d PJ Programme.....at Pangkor for 4D3N....
It was an SUkan dan Rekreasi.....
Activities for tis programme:
team building,group cheer,kayak,water confidance,jungle trekking,iktiar hidup,permainan pantai, orienteering,malam kebudayaan.....
I din join for some of d activities.....Sleepless night for d three night....fainted during trekking....
Imma useless right???....some of u guys ask me y do i faint....REASONS for it,sorry....secret....
imma just weak n weird day by day....
just wanna share some photos....hope u guys love it....

d picca we took b4 we went for camp.....

OOPS...MY pooh under d sea liao...

Some fish village's photo....

Pangkor Jetty

Dear Ryan,tis photo is specially for you....

 

Random Photos

Tat morning we saw tis babe octopus....

These two photos were being capture after Imma bac from klinik Pangkor....

 

During Malam Kebudayaan

My Group members

D food we had on d last night

NIce scenary.....just love d sky color....

Super duper love tis....

D night view from my tent....

my tentmates....