不能啦，笨蛋~

我放不下啦~

谢谢我的theng theng,和我skype了一整天~

真的非常感谢~

imma back to campus,

start my first day of school wif first two PJ period~~

I get so so tired wif only pergerakkan asas, my gosh....

den got the news of some "BIG POSE PPL" coming to our campus~

n the press will be there too....hmmmm....

den,college will be celebrating the BELATED teacher's day on this coming friday~~  

Ooh my gosh,
juz get the news from Ai chyi that There's 8 ppl who fail~

and lecturer din inform who is the one~~

Ooh My Gosh,

I am so so so so scraed now....really~~


Lord,PLease bless me....

I juz need to pass those papers~~
I dun wanna resit.....
PLease~~

ah puuu

Imma here to MERAJUK~~XD

recently I missed lotz of thgs~~~
GRRRRR~~~

I cannot attend Jayesslee"s concert~TnT

I cnt go for the International Ballet Gala 2012

I cnt go for the prelim of National Band Competition~

I cnt join for camp~~TnT~any of them...

AHHHH PUUUUUUUUUUUUU~~~~

미 해일

Sorry, Dear~~

Imma really Sorry~~

There....I done wif the drawing~
"我终于画完了,就像我说过的,画给你,你说你喜欢晚霞,所以我把它给画了下啦。=)

你,还会记得吗?喜欢吗?

我可是好久好久都没动笔了,希望你不介意。=)"

I will be strong~

Whenever I been gng through trials wif studies, friendships, relationships, family, health, struggling wif myself to control my emotion n x to be so emotional,whenever i felt lost, the first thing I do is that I listen to my worship music and spend my time with God and I feel more secure, and found that strength and encouragement from God~
And juz now Pastor Liong told me this，
“当你遇到问题的时候，不要跟上帝说：上帝啊，我遇到很大的困难了。
我们要做的，应该是对问题说：问题，我不怕你，因为我有个很大的上帝。”

对，问题～我不怕你，你尽管放马过来～我经得起考验，不怕困难，因为上帝与我同在。

Juz anoother random one~~

ello readers, I am gonna made this post wif lotz of post, all in one post...i mean very short ones n ya i will b gng to campur...>,<

~holiday is coming to an end, this means I gonna start my degree Sem 2,n another year of senior,

i gonna pack my thgs bac to campus, n i dun really like it, n I hope that i will pass all my papers..(praying hard),x more fooling around......n the most important thg,thgs we gonna learn is getting harder n harder,but i wil b okay,as I know our Almighty God wil owez be there for me.

~Time to say bye bye to my beloved Guitar...SOBZ.....as sis is gng to bring it to campus wif her.....Wat to do,she is taking music~~TnT~~Angeline,u betta take good care of my Guitar ar....u noe how old "she" is liao d lar....so,dun ever hurt "her",cz 'she" hav a wonderful sound,a very classical sound....n I dun wanna loose it~

~hmmmmm, poor campsite.....my PLKN campsite was closed down due to some prob they are facing...ooh boy,I miss it.....Kem Tangkas Kendiri....I gonna miss u

~during the holiday,it was like a concert to me.....I found back lotz of songs n musics...Classicals,Orchetras,Oldies~~Band time when we practice togather under the hot sun~Songs by violin,piano during the concerts, ballet Dancing, Ballroom dancing for events, Organizing NIghts, Singing competitons,all those memories of mine.....n ya.....now is the seasons for BAND COMPETITION,n too bad I wun be able to go n watch it live in KL for NATCOMP...ah puuuu....btw,our juniors din took part.....

~throughout the holidsy, i had done things i wun even dare to think abt or try,Wow....thats somethg I really cannot believe...haha....

~hmmmm...bfore I end up,can u guys do me a flavor?????can u guys hlp to like this????

  Tis is made by my senior n her fren,

“这是我和朋友自编自导自演的影像诗（参赛作品），看了之后希望你能够以实际行动支持我们的热忱，在youtube点击一个like吧=)

声音演绎：凉茶

肢体演绎：瓶子

Pls click a link below for a like.....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QpyBAUFquRE&feature=channel&list=UL

hope u guys can hlp...is juz a Like~~Thx lotz~~

Corinne Bailey Rae - Put Your Records On

tis is the song when i used to sing it in a singing comp~~haha....

AHH,memories~~

Three little birds,sat on my window

and they told me I don't need to worry

summer came like cinnamon

so sweet

littlwe girld double-dutch on the concrete

Maybe sometimes,we've got it wrong,but it's alright

the more things seem to change,the more they stay the same

oh,don't you hesitate

Girl,put your records on,tell me your favourite song

you go ahead,let your hair down

Sapphire and faded jeans, I hope you get your dreams

juz go ahead,let your hair down

You're gonna find yourself somewhere,somehow

Blue as the sky,sunburnt and lonely

Sipping tea in the bar by the roadside

(juz relax,juz relax)

Don't you let those other boys fool you

Got to love that afro hair do

Maybe sometimes,we've got it wrong,but it's alright

the more things seem to change,the more they stay the same

Don't you think it's strange?

Girl,put your records on,tell me your favourite song
you go ahead,let your hair down
Sapphire and faded jeans, I hope you get your dreams
juz go ahead,let your hair down

You're gonna find yourself somewhere,somehow

'Twas more than I cld take,pity for pity's sake
some nights kept me awake,I though that I was stronger
when you gonna realise,that you don't even have to try any longer?
do what you want to


Girl,put your records on,tell me your favourite song
you go ahead,let your hair down
Sapphire and faded jeans, I hope you get your dreams
juz go ahead,let your hair down



Girl,put your records on,tell me your favourite song
you go ahead,let your hair down
Sapphire and faded jeans, I hope you get your dreams
juz go ahead,let your hair down

Oh,You're gonna find yourself somewhere,somehow

失败者~

最近在为感情和姐妹情烦恼~~

连舞蹈都帮不了~

糟啦~

听着音乐，把它调到最大声，

看着书~

（这是原本我以为，也希望它能帮到我的）

但，失败了！！！！

现在的我，

好想找个没人的地方躲起来！！！！

躲起来哭到无天无地！！！

在那里只有我一人，任我发泄，哭泣~

觉得自己很失败~

我EMO了~~

WHEE~

我要大声地喊，

我~

终于去过了~

我突破了我自己~

玩了三个游戏~

第一个是challenger~

是害怕吗？还是什么？我也不知道~就是喊不出~TnT

第二个就是Vortex~

这个我终于能喊了~因为其实我的目的是去喊的~

哈哈~

最后就是sky rider~

我就玩了三个~

我阿，觉得自己越长越大，就越大越敢死队~

真的是什么都不怕，其他，i mean normally女生会怕的，我都不怕~

可以说是与众不同吗？我跟其他的女生不一样，

可是当我遇见了问题，尤其是感情问题时，我就往往败了给它~

还有就是，说来也奇怪，我是贫血的，但上到去玩了后，下来我竟让没事~

然后，其实自己是在治疗当中的，是不应该去玩的，但就是自己敢死，去玩~

然后列，妈咪其实叫我不要玩的，因为刚车祸嘛，当然我没听啦~

自小性格就是这样，每样东西都是硬撑，别人就我不要做我偏要做，

然后就是专门喜欢做一些不被应许的东西~

每次都是喜欢做些高难度有危险的东西，然后是重来都不顾后果的那种~

明明知道是危险的，但还是要去做，去尝试~这就是我~

怪不得，男生一个一个离开我~哈哈~

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请帮我找回那个她？好吗？

那个她，不会隐瞒一切的她~

真实得做回自己的她~

不害怕，不管一切的她，到底去了哪儿？？？！！！

你们可否帮帮我？帮我找回那个她~

现在的她，也是自己非常讨厌的她~

现在的她，一而再的把自己压抑着~

她的情绪，烦恼，害怕，感情~

统统都压在最深处~

每时每刻，都得带着微笑，虚伪的自己，去面对一切~

前一阵子，她已经没事了~

但，为什么，就这么突然，改变了~

她喜欢自自在在的，不需装扮地自己~

想笑就笑，想哭就哭，重来就不需压抑~

为什么会变到这样？？？

为什么明明喜欢了，但还要把他让给他人。

为什么自己很痛苦，但还要装没事。

为什么总是学不会，为自己着想。

为什么她的性格就是这么难抓摸？

到底是否有人了解我？

到底是否有人明白我？

是否有人告诉我，为何我会变成这样？

很想问明白，但又害怕得到的答案不是自己想要的答案~

我真的真的

很讨厌这样没用，矛盾的自己！！！

 
对！！！我是非常的讨厌！！！

我真的放弃了~我自动退出~

就当我们从来没认识过~

自己本来就是多余的。

本来就不该对你心动。

好啦~

你啊，对我的姐妹好点阿。

你敢弄哭她，我可对你不客气。

我说真的哦。

我发火起来可是很可怕的哦！！！

回来到现在，都在跳舞~

我要感谢我的老师，她把studio让给我，让我跳，发泄~

太多事情的发生，我的心和mind一时还反应不过来~

一时还接受不到，惟有以舞蹈来发泄，抒发~

但自己笨又懒，没做够热身运动，扭到了~大傻瓜~

除了舞蹈，回来了，

就是忙着做治疗~

好了，没什么特别的~

只希望身边的每个人都可以开开心心~

幸福快乐~

BIGBANG - MONSTER M/V

Affected by sis~~

BYe bye exam,n Hello sem break~~

Heyh, readers I am Back~~

i Had lotz n lotz of thg to say at 1st,bt den due to long time din blog.....forget liao....HAHA~~~

 had an terrible time struggling the exam stress~~

spoilt the first two paper wif keep on vomitting~~

den it was like a boom~~~ARGHHHHHHH~~

jz hope that i can pass....oh LOrd,jz Pass~~

time to packed for sem break...

we need to clear d tables n cupboard for the KDCs~~

messy table~~

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Since my sem break started,d 1st ever gathering~

GATHERING WIF OLD BUDDIES~

Time/Date : 24th of May , 8pm 

Venue: Saigon Hibachi -Japanese & Vietnamese Cuisine 

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At last,I had made my decision to Have a hair cut~~

I mean....earm.....A big decision~~

of cz there's reasons for that~~

1st: I will keep it as a secret~~

2nd: I "shi lian"....haha~~
3rd: I wanna change style~~XD

at first,i wanna hav Sunny's hairstyle~

but den,i ended up to be like this~nvm,i stil love that~

this is how muc I "COP" off~~

the before n after~~

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An escape from home to KL n Melaka

had an accident by both of us were safe,

and at that I knew that how much God loves us,How he protected us~
Praise to Lord~

can u imagine that the Car was terbalik n get so serious n yet 

we,the both of us juz had some bruises n minor scratches~~

tis is really a miracle~~

den follow by the 2nd day wif rest at home n night time to pasar malam.

3rd day, was my new experience in Segi College,KL~~

study course,marketing.....>.<

we had our breaksfast at Petaling Street. 

both of us were tired as u can see it through our eyes~~

Dear Denise sis n me~~ 

after breakfast,class time~~

and i was like,woah~~I KNOW NTG during the class...haha.....

den there's a test,I jz tembak (is like some kinda WEIRD true or false questions)

den after class,we went shopping in Sungai Wang~

night time, we went for movie~~
PIRANHNA 3DD~

stupid movie,everythg was being cut.....haiz.....

den 4th Day,went down alone (HOW BRAVE I AM) to KL sentral to meet up wif my dear Theng~~

den we (the panda couple n me) went Mid Valley~

lunch:Pancake House

*i perfer hse handmade pancake...XD

MIckey MOuse Fair~

<3 these guitarist....XD

spiderMOUSE~

The Panda Couple,Alexanda n my yian theng(oops,mr Panda,dun kill me)~~

Dear Theng n me~~

Dinner: Pasta Zanmai

MELAKA time~

ntg muc~~

went there on the wrong date.....PUBLIC holid,so....tracffic jam every where~~

Nadeja~~

Satay Celup~~~

hmmmmm,ntg muc to say~~

came bac n found out that family had an car accident,relative pass away~~

daddy's health report ain't that optismic~~

therapies are waiting for me~~~GRRRRRRR~~

there's too muc that happened in a short while,LOrd I need the strength to stand still~~

n d most important thgs is that I passed my exam~~that is~~PLEASE~~