Final终于考完了~~~

这个sem break里，让我会慢慢的，一个一个的把每一篇post写下~~

尽请期待~~哈哈~~

大家都说我改变了很多~~~
是真的吗？？？？

或许吧~~~

但，我知道里头还是有着两个我，
一个好的~~
一个坏的~~

其实，我也不知道该写些什么，毕竟现在的心情很糟~~

你喜欢的人不再是我，可是为什么你还要对我那么好？？？

这样我会会错意，我会跌下去的！！！

你明明就是喜欢她，为什么还要这样对我？？？？！！！！

我可以狠心点吗？？？我可以跟你断绝来往吗？？？？

主啊~~妳叫我该怎么办是好？？？

真的真的很辛苦~~~
很伤~~~

对不起，让我说完我要说的话~~
你我从此是陌生人~~~~

对不起~~

最近都不知道怎么啦~
整个人很累很累~~

课程都不是很packed，可是却很爱睡~~

对不起爱玲，我不该连累你~~
我不该让你烦恼，让你帮我~对不起~

其实，当我跟他说清楚的那一刻，我就预了我们会连朋友都没得做`~

算了吧，就这样失去了一个朋友，一个好朋友~
但，还是要谢谢你帮我~~
最后，对不起连累到你~~~
我保证不会再有这样的事情~~

其实，我拒绝你也是有我自己的理由~
当然就我说的，你的想法~~
但，还有一个最最最严重的是，我自己的健康不是很好~~
我不想当任何人的包袱，的负担~~
因为，重来都没有人顶得顺，全部都只是会说，都是最后做不到的~~

妈咪啊妈咪，别怕，凡事交托于主~我会为你祷告~

其实说真的，每次都在安慰妈咪，告诉她说会没事的~
但说完后，自己就会躲起来自己哭~
因为我比妈咪还要怕，还要担心~

多希望我能帮她承担一切，一切的病痛我来碍~

我真的真的不知道要怎样帮她，又减少不了她的病情~~

每一天，都得带着面具去上课~
最近也一直jio人家出去~~
逼近像放轻松自己~~

就在这时候，慧熹share了一个Post~
女兒，我沒有叫屬我的人特別免於苦難。可是……在你難過的時候，有我一直在你身邊陪伴你。感谢主，感谢祢常与我同在，一路上的陪伴，陪我度过种种难关~:)

慧熹真的真的谢谢你，

在我最软弱的时候让我知道,提醒我别怕，主耶稣一直都在~
感谢主，感谢你唱与我同在，感谢你一路上的陪伴，陪伴我度过种种的难关~

这个小朋友啊，她啊还share了另一个给我~
要过基督徒的生活，单靠自己的力量是办不到的；但圣灵能托住你、支持你。假若你挣扎、抵抗、拳打脚踢，他想托住你也托不住。你应该安静放松自己；在主里面，把心里的紧张、情结通通解开，完全倚靠他。遇有重大问题，不要担心，不要忧虑，由他来为你作决定。不要为明天忧虑，他是掌管明天的主，他知道始也知道终。不要为生活的所需担忧，他会供应。一个真正得胜的基督徒，尽管面对忧虑、不安与紧张，因深信这一切都在上主的手中，他能驾驭，到最后都能顺利克服。倚靠圣灵，不但许多忧虑和内心的紧张与不安可以祛除，连许多身体与精神的病痛也会消失。 

有时候，真的觉得她像我的妈妈~一直提醒我，照顾我~哈哈，谢谢你~~


Ea,对不起~~~暂时帮不到你~~
我知道你一直都很辛苦，但记得不要放弃~~
对不起，等我好点了在帮你把~~
sorray~~

Backed to AMC...+ TIMBC (Part 3)

Here goes the part 3....whee.....

Part 3 was basically abt tours n ways bac to Ipoh.....
DAY 6~
well, we had our tour in Ubon Ratchathani....
early in the morning, we had our last breakfast in Ubon International Hotel....
(wheeeee.....i miss the food in ubon..)

n of cz gng around for photos...n packed our thgs...
bfore we forgt abt this...

after tat....is time to say bye bye to Ubon International Hotel...

well....den we start off wif gng to the stalls....
(ntg to shop..bt we spotted these,bt thy are x for sale..too bad...i wan Ukulele..)

Went to the famous temple in Ubon....

den shopping in Ubon mall....
n i spotted this,den i was like jumping up n down for this...haha...>,<
n actually it was POOH for KIDS...LOL...
n of cz I bought this for 295 Thai baht...

den end our day wif Dinner...

den we were tooo bored,n we did somethg artistic to the fish head...LOL

and after tat,we journey ON BUS again....all the way frm Ubon to Bangkok....


DAY 7~
sleep sleep sleep, n ya.....we reach bangkok MIdo Hotel, wif my butt so so so pain...xP
our room...

n well, i love the sun rises...

den walk around nearby and off we went to the MB mall.....n shopping...(well,seriouly,i dun really lik it..)
our .....group, haha...wat a group name we have....xD

n it was hui ying's birthday....Saengil chuka hamnida...:)

thy talked all night bfore we leave...



DAY 8~
the last morning....well, we had our breakfast....tried evrythg....(x nice at all...xP)


den we went for swimming...hehe....xP

den walked around again......den shop...free n easy....tats all....
ooh ya...we wore the same Elmo T which we bought in Thailand...

time to say bye bye....Bye bye Bangkok...


DAY 9~
arrived at hatyai.....had a break and....waiting for our bus to be back to ipoh...




well.....tats all for the whole Prac, Competition and Trip...:)

Backed to AMC...+ TIMBC (Part 2)

well,tat goes the first part Backed to AMC...+ TIMBC (Part 1)......now,is the second part....whee....

hmmm....the second part was mainly abt the practice time in le hotel, sound check in the concert hall, and of cz the street parade, show band and the concert competition....

DAY 3~
well, we had our practice all day long.....wif the parade in the Hotel carpark....and the concert prac in one of the hotel hall....
well.....we had our soundcheck in the concert hall....

and we cont wif prac.....n tats for sure....

DAY 4~
well, brass section went for their brass essemble...
Brass Essemble~

and we had our street parade comp today...the parade was lik 2km, and we reach the stage...well...the stage is really too small....evrythg is lik toooo packed.....our effect can hardly been done....GRRRR....

during STREET PARADE...
le waiting bfore we start our parade...



waiting under the hot sun...


Ave Maria Convent, Malaysia....(well,thy spell MAlaysia as malasia...T.T)
AMC BAnd

le colourguards....

AMC Drumline...


Ready for the parade...

ya....we were off in the street....













Photos of colourguards...xD


The Stage....
see....this is how crowed it was....
March in...

the space was juz TOOOOOOOOOOOOO SMAAAAAAAALLLL lar weyh....

Ready....










March out...


Group photo after street parade...

of cz....not to forget...I wanna Thz all the helper running all the way to provide us wif the sweets n water....KAMSAHAMNIDA~~

well...i was kinda moody tat night cz I din did really well....bubu...a
at night....our last prac bfore the competition for concert tml....


DAY 5~
the last competition.....
Concert band~~
Le warming up bfore the competition....


concert hall

warming up on the stage...

Ready~~



after the competition, camwhore time....xD



den follow by the Grand final for marching show band (which we were x involve in....)
bt the bands were like a WOW to us....nice formation,clear n nice tone, articulation, balancing, nice view of colourguard....

Junior Band category...see the pit percussion....




den follow by the result time...and the closing ceremony....
bubu.....sad sad mia.....tat night I had x appetite after the result....
try to cheer myself up by these...

Group Photo....

Teachers, Coaches, Helpers......
Thz alots ya...:)


well...tats all for part 2.....stay tunned for part 3....:)