well well, its been 2 months for this 2016 year.....and ya, this is my very first post for the year....well, i got my new life, i got my posting and ya in a very very new place...
Let's talked about that I feel when I got the results...I was praying very hard that I wouldnt get some place not too near nor too far frm home, ask I can go back when I wnated to..adn some where i can try on new things can do some part-time job....and yet when the results came out, I was like....WHAT????? PAHANG????!!!!....I went blank for that seconds, as i knew pahang is juz so so so huge...and I am that special kid from my class who was posted over there...All alone again....and when i knew PAHANG, the first thing that I hope was that i can get somewhere near tat border, like cameron, like my seniors said normally perakian who got pahang will get cameron...well, so that was what i hope for....so, waiting day by day, hours by hours....yet no results out....and ya, frankly speaking I cried my heart out when i knew I got posted over to pahang....
The very next few days, I got a phone call from PPD, MARAN.....alright, where the hell is this place.....MARAN????!!! and ya....I cried again for that day....MARAN was a vry small place but very very from ipoh....one hour and u may reach kuantan....and that was the information I got so far...so, on that very same night, my dad and his best friend drove me to pahang. We stay overnight in mentakab...the whole journey to pahang frm ipoh was like....who am I going to drive there If i ever wanna drive...(especially the genting roads...Oh lord, this is gonna be a tough way..) the whole journey I lost my appetite and even my mood...moody night...
The next morning, I reached and reported myself in the Maran PPD, and then oly I know my school, SJKC Sg JERIK...alright, another heart broken case....the road frm ppd (town area) into my school was like O.M,G.....why???? this little small place had ntg, and no place to go....and yet during weekends my hostelmates will go back to their hometown....will, the only thing that i can do was that I follow my PK 1's car out to maran to search for my senior and backed to sg jerik on sunday by following another teacher's car...
I keep telling myself that God has HIS plan for me, when HE put me in this very little place...But im really not that strong enough to be tough....I will do miss home, I will stil miss my family, not that the school, my friends, the teachers over here din treat me good...Is juz that Is juz too far from home, too village type....
I keep on searching for that very something, someplace that will make me intrested in...but that really nothing for me...Why not place me in selangor? WHy not in KL? at least I can find some part-time work, some place to go, to travel...and Whenever i wanna go home,I can juz go back by train or bus....HEre is like that only company, that only bus or I need to caught a bus to KL frm mentakab and then KTM back to ipoh....and Yet I juz got news today that I need to stay or come back earlier for tuition during this march holiday....why cnt u guys be more considerate?? why muz it be during that holiday??? WHo loves to have tuition during holiday, NOT EVEN for those staying far away, like me...pls....
I JUST WANNA GO HOME....I JUST DONT WANT TO SATY HERE....