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Showing posts with label suffer. Show all posts
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Thursday, April 11, 2013

对不起~~


最近都不知道怎么啦~
整个人很累很累~~
课程都不是很packed,可是却很爱睡~~

对不起爱玲,我不该连累你~~
我不该让你烦恼,让你帮我~对不起~
其实,当我跟他说清楚的那一刻,我就预了我们会连朋友都没得做`~
算了吧,就这样失去了一个朋友,一个好朋友~
但,还是要谢谢你帮我~~
最后,对不起连累到你~~~
我保证不会再有这样的事情~~

其实,我拒绝你也是有我自己的理由~
当然就我说的,你的想法~~
但,还有一个最最最严重的是,我自己的健康不是很好~~
我不想当任何人的包袱,的负担~~
因为,重来都没有人顶得顺,全部都只是会说,都是最后做不到的~~

妈咪啊妈咪,别怕,凡事交托于主~我会为你祷告~
其实说真的,每次都在安慰妈咪,告诉她说会没事的~
但说完后,自己就会躲起来自己哭~
因为我比妈咪还要怕,还要担心~
多希望我能帮她承担一切,一切的病痛我来碍~
我真的真的不知道要怎样帮她,又减少不了她的病情~~

每一天,都得带着面具去上课~
最近也一直jio人家出去~~
逼近像放轻松自己~~

就在这时候,慧熹share了一个Post~
女兒,我沒有叫屬我的人特別免於苦難。可是……在你難過的時候,有我一直在你身邊陪伴你。感谢主,感谢祢常与我同在,一路上的陪伴,陪我度过种种难关~:)
慧熹真的真的谢谢你,
在我最软弱的时候让我知道,提醒我别怕,主耶稣一直都在~
感谢主,感谢你唱与我同在,感谢你一路上的陪伴,陪伴我度过种种的难关~
这个小朋友啊,她啊还share了另一个给我~
要过基督徒的生活,单靠自己的力量是办不到的;但圣灵能托住你、支持你。假若你挣扎、抵抗、拳打脚踢,他想托住你也托不住。你应该安静放松自己;在主里面,把心里的紧张、情结通通解开,完全倚靠他。遇有重大问题,不要担心,不要忧虑,由他来为你作决定。不要为明天忧虑,他是掌管明天的主,他知道始也知道终。不要为生活的所需担忧,他会供应。一个真正得胜的基督徒,尽管面对忧虑、不安与紧张,因深信这一切都在上主的手中,他能驾驭,到最后都能顺利克服。倚靠圣灵,不但许多忧虑和内心的紧张与不安可以祛除,连许多身体与精神的病痛也会消失。 
有时候,真的觉得她像我的妈妈~一直提醒我,照顾我~哈哈,谢谢你~~


Ea,对不起~~~暂时帮不到你~~
我知道你一直都很辛苦,但记得不要放弃~~
对不起,等我好点了在帮你把~~
sorray~~

Saturday, October 22, 2011

22/10/2011

ARGH....为什么自己要知道那么多???为什么会看到自己不想看到的东西???为什么会知道自己不想知道的事???知道的事情太多了吗???
真个人顿时沉到海底去...心好疼,好痛头很重,就别让我再醒过来,好吗?




This is torturing~pls stop unfren+block me~ca tis ain't feel good~PLS STOP IT~
the situation is getting worse day by day....
the wound is getting bigger n bigger...
the pain in it is getting deeper n deeper...

another sleepless night.....='(
oh Lord~

Thursday, October 20, 2011

感想1

尔~我不知道要怎么说~
就是~尔~我之前参加了那么多活动~
就不是想再还能够玩的时候,就去玩~
能帮忙的,就去帮~
不知道要怎么说~真的不知道~很烦~
KEEPING A SECRET BY YOUR OWN...
WHERE U CNT SHARE WIF OTHERS,U JUST WAN UR LOVE ONE TO NOE,BUT DEN HE DUN EVEN BELIEF IN YOU IS SOMETHG TORTURING...
perhaps tis is wat i wanna say....T.T

Amanda,加油!!!
你不记得了吗?你说过你要在剩下的时间了去环游世界~
虽然,你不能到过全世界,但或许半马吧~
对不起,朋友们,当我听到有得玩,旅行去,搞活动,我都很想去~
希望你们不介意我很令人反感~
安顺的营,本来我是有去的,但是身体状况不佳,没得去了~
伤心啊~

19号那天,我们上了体育课,玩篮球哦,虽然篮球与英试篮球有差,但我参与时,中学时的回忆,一个个回来了,从球打我到我打球~虽然我最后不是什么英式篮球校队毕业,但还是有些回忆,还有我这才发觉到,原来圣母的体育老师都很棒,因为阿,我们体育时,样样球类都玩过,虽然都不是熟透~(今天,说真的我蛮开心,虽然状况不是很佳,但我都是拼了命去玩额~现在不玩,几时还有机会玩,要等到躺在床上,不能起来走动时才来玩啊???)


要班上的问题,我还是应付不来,解决不了~
那女生,我很怕~她会因为一点小事而把它给闹大~
她时常对号入座~小姐,我真的很怕你~

考试了,但我真的没MOOD读书~怎么办???
晚上又失眠了~怎么办???
我始终忘不了他,放不下他~痛苦啊~
没有人会明白这感觉~没有人~

今晚还真的很冷很累下~四点多了,得勉强自己休息了,等下还有课呢~

Saturday, August 13, 2011

ASSIGNMENTS..........
T.T....
PRESENTATIONS....
T.T....


TIRED LAR....
BUT I CUN SLIP AT ALL....

ARGH....
tml stil gonna go through stereotactic body radiotherapy again....
T.T....
dislike....



wat i hate d most now....
is tat i cun slip at alll....
all i wanna do now is just cry myself to bed....
but den evenn if i wet my pillows...i still cun slip..

Tuesday, August 9, 2011

=.=



in campus library...
suppose to be gerko time--sofball....
den it's puasa time...tat's y lecturer ask us to be in d library to find info for presentation....
due to last night...i cun even rest well...
tis morning i wake up wif panda eyes n pale look...
wat can we say...
earm....
i just look exactly like vampire....ish...
TWILIGHT....


Argh....
alot of assignments....
alot of presentations...
alot of practices.....
alot of thgs tat i cun handle them....


ooh my....

im tired....
i nid rest...
but it's time to go for d next lecture...
gotta go....


ryan liew...
do u noe tat im missing you...

does anyone understands me????
does anyone noe how i feel right now???
does anyone noe how suffer n lost im???
does anyone cares???


ARGH... 


oh dear....
oh my....
i lost every info of u.....
n tat doesn't feel good...
really doesn't feel good...


how r u recently????
everythg okay???
do u back pain???
do u get enuf slip???
how ur uni thg???
how abt d courses???
ur scholarship thg???
which uni u r entering???
where is it located???


i miss those sweet memories we had...
i miss ur hair..
i miss ur voice...it's so safe...
i miss d way u kiss me goodnight n a morning kiss evry morning b4 i go for school...
i miss d way u sing me a lullably n send me off to bed...
i miss d time when u look after me in NS whenever im sick... 
i miss every single part of you...
i miss every single moment we had...
I MISS YOU BADLY....
sorry....
life really sucks since d day we break....argh....



 whoever noe who he is...
whose this person i mention...
whose d one i wanna ask n talks to...
pls...
can you pls....
pls tell me...
so tat i wun be so worried...



how much is there,left for me???
i  owez wonder...
do u miss me???
wil u rmb  me when im gone...
(perhaps these are silly questions...cz u wun ever answer me...)
1341...our number...    

 
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