对不起~~

最近都不知道怎么啦~
整个人很累很累~~

课程都不是很packed，可是却很爱睡~~

对不起爱玲，我不该连累你~~
我不该让你烦恼，让你帮我~对不起~

其实，当我跟他说清楚的那一刻，我就预了我们会连朋友都没得做`~

算了吧，就这样失去了一个朋友，一个好朋友~
但，还是要谢谢你帮我~~
最后，对不起连累到你~~~
我保证不会再有这样的事情~~

其实，我拒绝你也是有我自己的理由~
当然就我说的，你的想法~~
但，还有一个最最最严重的是，我自己的健康不是很好~~
我不想当任何人的包袱，的负担~~
因为，重来都没有人顶得顺，全部都只是会说，都是最后做不到的~~

妈咪啊妈咪，别怕，凡事交托于主~我会为你祷告~

其实说真的，每次都在安慰妈咪，告诉她说会没事的~
但说完后，自己就会躲起来自己哭~
因为我比妈咪还要怕，还要担心~

多希望我能帮她承担一切，一切的病痛我来碍~

我真的真的不知道要怎样帮她，又减少不了她的病情~~

每一天，都得带着面具去上课~
最近也一直jio人家出去~~
逼近像放轻松自己~~

就在这时候，慧熹share了一个Post~
女兒，我沒有叫屬我的人特別免於苦難。可是……在你難過的時候，有我一直在你身邊陪伴你。感谢主，感谢祢常与我同在，一路上的陪伴，陪我度过种种难关~:)

慧熹真的真的谢谢你，

在我最软弱的时候让我知道,提醒我别怕，主耶稣一直都在~
感谢主，感谢你唱与我同在，感谢你一路上的陪伴，陪伴我度过种种的难关~

这个小朋友啊，她啊还share了另一个给我~
要过基督徒的生活，单靠自己的力量是办不到的；但圣灵能托住你、支持你。假若你挣扎、抵抗、拳打脚踢，他想托住你也托不住。你应该安静放松自己；在主里面，把心里的紧张、情结通通解开，完全倚靠他。遇有重大问题，不要担心，不要忧虑，由他来为你作决定。不要为明天忧虑，他是掌管明天的主，他知道始也知道终。不要为生活的所需担忧，他会供应。一个真正得胜的基督徒，尽管面对忧虑、不安与紧张，因深信这一切都在上主的手中，他能驾驭，到最后都能顺利克服。倚靠圣灵，不但许多忧虑和内心的紧张与不安可以祛除，连许多身体与精神的病痛也会消失。 

有时候，真的觉得她像我的妈妈~一直提醒我，照顾我~哈哈，谢谢你~~


Ea,对不起~~~暂时帮不到你~~
我知道你一直都很辛苦，但记得不要放弃~~
对不起，等我好点了在帮你把~~
sorray~~

Disaster coming soon~~

I had been rushing and rushing all the way for these few weeks~~

busy wif the Mirco Teaching,Jamuan Thg~

Tadah,done wif my micro teaching~
HUge envolope n letter~

tiger mask of other group~~

Other教具~

 I got one of it,n now it's at my mirror~

den~~
05042012
finally finish wif the Malam Seribu Kenangan Invitation Card for the lecturers~
(MAlam Seribu Kenangan was one of our Pengurusan Gerko Assignment)


I missed lotz of things last weeks as im on MC~~
so,for the Jamuan thg i was like abit Blur~~
but yet,we K6 did it,everythg went smoothly~

10042012
Tadah~~the day of Jamuan Akhir Semester, MALAM SERIBU KENANGAN~
Let the photo speaks~~

~~~PrepariNg~~~

 

Started off wif Nyayian,den lecturers giving speech~

Jamuan Time: Eat,Drink n DiGest~~LOL~~ 

Tadah~Suprise for the April Babies~~

 

d Tradition~~

Performance Time: Magic Show, Shou yu, n video~~ 

Den Photo Taking session:

K6 wif our Parents-Our Tutor and her hubby~

b4 we clear everythg up,hehe~~

Haha~I juz love My Bangs~~>,<

11042012

There's 8.6 earthquake for the 1st round, n 8.9 earthquake for the 2nd round in Aceh~

and Malaysia is slighty affected by it~

Heard that it's quite serious in Penang~
n I wish for the best for you,hope that ur okay~~

Our hostel was shaking too.....
I was not in,as I follow rommie n her classmates around Ipoh for the caves' Trip~
whenever I got the news, I was so worry that I phoned home, but indeed I got scolding from brother @@~
and I heard that Penang is quite serious,i wanna phoned U,but i cnt even contact u AT ALL~
and for YOU, Imma quite worry too.....as ur in the boat above the sea area when this kinda thgs happened~but thank God that ur safe at the end,n for U,may God Bless you that u will owez be safe~

Heard the ominous roll of thunder and realized that another storm is coming.That means another sleepless night for me~~TnT~~

PRAY FOR Aceh and EVERYONE THAT I LOVE~