d world goes all around in d other way....

how am i gng to pass every single day w/o him....

my heart shattered into pieces...

i'm lost wif x directions...

x hand leading my path ahead...

bcz u left me all alone...

i forget on how to live on my own...

skies r no longer blue...

stars r no longer bright...

rainbows r no longer colourful as thy usually do...

i've been crying since d day u left me...

as i dunno how to face d fact tat i gotta be alone...

all alone in tis dark n scary world...

ur presence used to be my torch...

lighting brightly killing d darkness of fear...

u held my hand n been through evry obstacles tat lies in my path...

u r d strength for me to move on...

but den...

when d day u leave me...

i got to face d world alone...

x one's there for me to rely on...

when i'm down...

x one's there for me n to lend me a shoulder as comfortable as urs...

x one will kissed me lik d way u used to...

i miss evry single moment tat we spend togather...

and...

i felt vry awful at tis vry moment...

cz i'm stil missing n loving u for who u r...

tears had been shed...

head is spinning...

n as d sickness is torturing...

if tis is wat it is...

let it be...

i beg mercy from God...

to help me get through tis devastating moment...

bcz these feeling makes me weak...

it really kills me...

if ever tat you wants it bac...

i wil agree w/o hesitating...

but d most probably is tat u wun...

den...

i wil stil wait...

i wil wait for u x matter wat...

til d day i left d world...

i wil not give up hope...

u noe i dun give up love so easily...

especially those i loved...

i have x regret for loving u tat muc...

my heart wil owez be wif u...

however...

n of cz...

i wish badly tat we could be togather lik we used to be...

i really do pray for it...

n...

somehow...

some words for u...

if u re getting sick...

drink more water...

hav more vege n fruits...

if u re sad...

dun be...

cz i wil be sad too...

if u re facing wif obstacles...

dun be scared...

cz u re owez d strongest one who can beat all these obstacles tat lies in ur path...

if u re angry...

try to control ur temper more...

n i noe u can do it...

til then...

u re owez d one i love...

hope for d best for u...

pretending tat im okay now...

tats d one n only way to protect myself...

through it may b tired n suffer...

but wat can i do???

when u r leaving,cun u see how muc i nid u???

dun u noe how muc i nid u right now...

whn u r reading tis post...

imma in my dreamlands...

cz i set it to d auto posting...

hmmm...cz who noes one day i might leave tis bac in tis world...

n i hope tat d stories wun stops...