Trying hard for it

This few days, 

I was gng here n there,having trips,

making new frenz,meeting old frenz,go gathering,

working hard,joining church camp,so to make myself super duper tired.

There's a reason for everythg i do, as I was so so so busy + tired wif my stuft,

everythg was so so pack~

and I wnt even hav a single time to think of nonsense,all d negative thgs,

made myself full used of d time left,

n MOST OF ALL,i wnt hav d time to think of you, n made myself suffering all day long.

and one more,d time which is packed will pass faster~

n till tat day,tata~~

I know i shld forget abt u,

bt sorry to say tat, I CNT......I cnt 4get abt u....
I miss u day by day,even evry night,I dreamt abt u, oh LORD.....

there's lotz of question i wanna ask u~~

How r u???

how's final???

was everythg alright in U???

Hope the best for you....

Good luck n all d best for ur finals n future undertakings~

dun get over stress,juz believe tat u wil b alright,evrythg is gonna be okay,like u owez did~

ooh ya,pls dun do silly thgs jz to make urself staying awake n study~(praying really hard over here for u)

GAMBATEH  DES~~

*Imma trying vry hard to be brave n stay strong~but thy r really difficult to me,so LORD pls guide n lead me in that, AMEN.

sorry,but~~

I love you~~